The good news...

I have a car now ^^ bought it from my best friend who went back to japan. I'm learning how to drive, it's not fun, but I need to learn. I hate the yelling, when I do something wrong when I drive.

The bad news...

My best friend left to japan :/
I have no job, I cant find none atm.
I can't play anymore FFXI Online, I have no money T-T
I'm a bum... no school no job no life...
Im so lost.

I wonder if anyone has this kind of moments..probably not, I'm a failure.

mmmm

>.>

--- My ipod isn't charging and I just got this in August T-T

--- Other than that I've been playing alot 'Final Fantasy XI Online', I'm addicted to it -_-
I have no life now xD

--- Oh yeah i got a ferret now...he's so adorable but the only thing that gets me pissed is he craps alot >:[

--- I have 3 min 3D animation project I have to make this semester which will keep me away from FFXI ;o;

--- Got a new cell phone

--- I feel lonely (single)

--- And I want sex =_=

ciao for now ^^

Just arrived from Spain, had a pretty good time.
Spring Break woo! Party! haha..no.
I have tons of homework and projects from college.
No time to Party. :(
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My family from Spain,
who now live in the U.S are spending 2 months in the house,
until they found work and a house.
They are distracting me from my work.
---room looks messy
---loud house
---too many people
---no money
The only exciting thing that my family is staying here,
is that my cousin is hot (I know its not right saying that)
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Ciao

Woo! I'm so anxious this week to be over, I really just want to go to Spain.
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Finally its cold! I'm so happy, I can finally wear my boots that cost alot. YAY!
--
2 hot guys in 1 class, hmmm which guy should I pick....
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Theres not much to say, just that it has been a great month.
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Happy Valentines Day!
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Ciao

-
So college started ahhh, new semester, I love it.
I love my classes, and the people in it. They are so down to earth.
So we are doing a class film project which is about King Kong, a comedy film.
And guess what...I'm the leading actress, and its also going to be in the film festival. So I'm a bit nervous.
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I also have great news, my dad's family side are coming to America in the end of February. So we have to go to Spain and sign some papers and thats it. I'm a bit sad though, I won't be able to visit Spain anymore since all my family are here now. But maybe I'll just go visit some of friends later in the years.
I feel sad for my father, he has to spend so much money yet nobody of his family helps him at all. They don't appreciate what he had done for them. He gives yet he doesnt receive. I'm sometimes ashamed having a family like this.
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Ciao

HELL YEAH!
Kingom Hearts 2 coming in March

Is it okay to still have feelings for your ex-boyfriend and go out with a guy who is crazy about you?

*sigh* I really wish life wasn't so complicated

I had an alright christmas, my brother had to go to the hospital. I thought it wasn't serious until my mom called me, that he will have to get surgery, I cried. He had to get his apendix out, he would of died in 72 hours if he did not complain. I couldn't imagine my life without my brother. But he is alright now, so I'm glad ^_^. My parents got me great gifts I love them, It still didn't feel like christmas we didnt open our gifts together.

Hopefully New Year's will be exiciting.
Happy New Years 2006'

Holidays *sigh*

Well I should be cleanin my room but I'm lazy.

Alas, my friend called me, since he left to University. I did miss him even though he started yelling at me, for not answering or calling him in 3 months. I actually cried, damn bastard >_<'. I'm a very stubborn person when i get into arguments, I have a grudge until that person says sorry to me, then it's all cool. hehe

Oh yeah President Bush Sucks!

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